Questioning

Yes I do have slave hair but I do not carry a slave mind. I have the intelligence of a college educated man. I am stuck in between a war or pride, money and reputation. I believe therefore I conquer. But what am I reaching for? I have lost my will, my ambition, my dreams. Am I accomplishing someone elses dream? I am so tired of being second best at everything. Whether it'll be family and relationship preference, employment and friendships. I am a woman of dignity, poise and great pride in one self. I am trying not to give up. I will NOT give up! I believe in love, destiny and God. I will continue to learn. Learn to accept, learn from mistakes, learn to love again............